mixed feelings...

..so firstly, i'm thinking back on those days, ages ago, when i updated here almost daily.. but honestly, a thousand and one big-little things were, and still are, happening to me, so i really couldn't gather the time. anime stuff still being reduced to a minimum cause of my trip to wienna, i'm still happy for upcoming days of doing nothing - my summer holiday started today! ^o^

*happyface*

also, i'm jumping up&down for the sole reason of love blossoming everywhere, ever since the beginning of summer. two of my best friends got themselves a girlfriend, other two of my best friends (male and female) are almost hooked up with each other, and i went on a date last saturday..

still fangirling about that date.

i don't care he's an idiot, i don't care he's got a girlfriend, i don't care he's almost certainly going to get me crying some day, i'm nevertheless immeasurably happy right now, and always when i'm with him, so maybe that's the only thing that matters. over&out about that :)

have another announcement to make.. hmm, not exactly positive if it's an announcement as much as it's my thinking at the moment, but i'm seriously considering leaving otaku people. i'm sorry guys, but these posts are becoming more and more ridiculous as the time i'm not around slowly progresses.

are you really trying to say something with these posts, otaku No3 (and everyone else, really)? are your posts ever capable of being one sentence long? i'm aware your english isn't the most amazing, but surely you can at least try to get a simple message through? the anime/manga you watch/read, your current line of thoughts -  hell, even what you ate for breakfast yesterday could sound fun, if told in a certain way.

so that's all, my ranting *bows*

otaku No2 :*